I thought about doing shirts, but money's tight. Perhaps arrange a happy hour, though I question who'd even bother to show up. 10 years of being drunk, miserable and alone. I have to stop and ask myself, "is this really something worthy of celebration?"
No, it's probably not.
For a moment, I considered quietly shutting things down. Pull the plug and vanish. Turn off the lights and walk away for good.
But I can't do that.
Not yet, at least.